 |
Media Mix
By James DiGiovanna
DECEMBER 15, 1997:
REMEMBERING ACKER: The lack of noise surrounding Kathy
Acker's death from cancer last Tuesday, November 30, seems
surprising, considering almost all of her more than a dozen books
are still in print. Still, it was the habit of the American media
to miss out on Acker's meaning. Although a native New Yorker,
she received much of her attention in England, where she was a
mainstay on just the kind of entertainment one is not apt to find
stateside: literary talk shows.
Acker may have been hard for Americans to swallow because of
her failure to be simple, even when her writing tried to sound
stupid. Pastiching together literary classics, and rewriting them
in the voice of a disturbed 12-year-old, Acker's novels were never
easy reads. Characters changed identity, changed gender, even
species, and sometimes all meaning was lost as a text switched
to several pages of grammatically incorrect Persian. But perhaps
the greatest difficulty for her U.S. followers was that she was
a woman writer in a male tradition (she self-consciously identified
with the Beats), one who was so far out of the McKinnonite fold
that she wasn't even the enemy: She was unidentifiable. Looking
as dykey as possible, Acker was an unreconstructed heterosexual
who sang "all I want is a taste of your lips, boy."
Her massive body, produced by years of weightlifting, didn't
look female, subjugated or victimized. Yet she once arranged to
be whipped in front of one of the classes she taught at San Francisco
State, and she espoused the pleasures of being spanked in such
a cold and matter-of-fact manner that it was hard to derive any
further meaning from her masochism: She just liked it.
Well before the idea became trite enough for MTV, Acker considered
her body and its manipulations a part of her art. Before terms
like "the body" become so common that academic conferences
were arranged around them, Acker's novels looked into the possibilities
of identifying with and re-writing our flesh. "This is what...my
partner," begins Acker's Empire of the Senseless,
"part robot and part black, told me was her childhood."
Being part robot and part black was one way of remaking a body;
cancer was another. Her most popular novel, the teen-diary Blood
and Guts in High School, tells the story of a girl, kidnapped
by slavers, who attains immortality by becoming one with her tumors,
allowing herself to die and reappear all over the world. "Many
other Janeys were born, and these Janeys covered the earth."
Acker chose to die of her own cancer without the painful and sickening
treatments that could have prolonged her life.
In a world that looks to become, at least officially, increasingly
innocent and understandable, we can only hope that the debauched
confusion Acker's work sought to create still has a chance to
be born in many places, and someday cover the earth.
BETTER THAN DOOM: The average lifespan for an American
citizen is rapidly approaching 80 years, so just what are you
going to do to fill up all the time until you die? We suggest
going to http://www.stairwell.com/stare/play.htm, where you can
attempt to beat a computer opponent in the game of stare-down.
Forget Kasparov vs. Deep Blue, this is the real battleground for
the soul of humanity: If you blink before computer-generated cutie
"Sally" does, humankind's reign as masters of this planet
will come to an end. Please, for the love of god, don't attempt
this unless you are strong of will and bored to distraction.
|
|
