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Moanin' the Blues
Memoirs by African American women offer blues-inspired mix of humor and invention
By Diann Blakely
DECEMBER 13, 1999:
Albert Murray--the greatly under-recognized novelist, memoirist,
biographer, and cultural critic--began arguing nearly 30 years ago that the
blues, not slave narratives, are the definitive African American art form.
Furthermore, Murray believes that the blues represent our entire country's
most creative, cathartic means of confronting adversity; and that blues
singers are America's archetypal heroes, possessing "the ultimate human
endowment" of on-the-spot invention (i.e., improvisation) in the face of
history's dragons, which prove vulnerable to the blues' ironic humor and
resilient spirit.
Murray's inclusive aesthetic, which calls our culture "mulatto" and the
U.S. Constitution "a jazz [i.e., improvisatory] document," bears some
similarities to present-day American feminist literary theory. Its
practitioners, like Murray, find less truth in the fixed rise-and-fall of
traditional narrative than in more associative, lyrical patterns. But the
feminist theory of American identity has evolved largely into a
non-assimilationist stance that values what Murray calls the "mosaic" over
the "mulatto." While the latter celebrates the profound effects of cultural
mixing (think "melting pot"), the former seeks to honor each of America's
diverse, often fragmented traditions, which has proved problematic: One
person's symbol of tradition--like the Confederate flag--can be another's
symbol of oppression. Additionally, gender almost never operates in a
vacuum: African American women have been rightly critical of a monolithic
feminism that downplays the tension between competing social
categories.
By contrast, Murray's "mulatto" metaphor seeks social connections and
ways to improvise on them, thus broadening the terms on which people can
meet. When that meeting takes place between books and a reader, and when
the books are recent memoirs by African American women and the reader is a
white Southern female, the language of feminist theory seems less accurate,
appropriate, and metaphorically rich than Murray's blues-grounded
"mulatto-ism," especially since race, not gender, forms the core of each of
these books.
From the Mississippi Delta (Lawrence Hill Books, $15.95), the
simultaneously hilarious and horrific life story of playwright and civil
rights activist Endesha Ida Mae Holland, opens with a note that echoes
throughout. In poetic but colloquial language, Holland describes a
terrifying dream of fire that scorches and melts her limbs as she reaches
toward her burning mother. The reader is as abruptly jolted as the
9-year-old dreamer by the wide-awake exclamation of "Git up from here,
gal--you done pissed in the bed!" Holland's mother begins to swing her
"spanking cord" even as her voice softens, protesting "Doncha be huggin' on
me, ol' pishy gal!"
"Mama twirled the cord," Holland writes, " 'round and 'round her head
like Lash LaRue, the white cowboy dressed all in black we saw up at the
Walthall picture show." The trope speaks volumes about America's racial
wounds, then as now.
Another crucial early scene, the grotesque rape Holland suffers at the
pale hands of a man dying of heart failure and his insanely "helpful" wife,
is all the more wrenching for its fluidly imagistic and tonal riffings
between past and present, between reportage and meditation, between adult
horror and childlike bewilderment. A few chapters later, Holland ably
evokes blues humor when she recounts her introduction to the civil rights
movement: Having begun turning tricks to ease financial desperation, one
afternoon Holland trails the renowned and upright Robert Moses into Student
Nonviolent Coordinating Committee's local headquarters, hoping to find a
paying customer. Instead, she becomes a vigorous worker in the
organization, frightening her mother as well as neighbors who fear a
reawakening Klan's reprisals. Their fear is justified: Holland's story
achieves a tragic, brutal crescendo; nonetheless, she rises quite literally
from ashes to become a student at the University of Minnesota and later a
playwright.
Lanterns: A Memoir of Mentors (Beacon Press, $20), by longtime
activist Marion Wright Edelman, generously structures its material around
iconic beacons like Martin Luther King, Robert Kennedy, Sojourner Truth,
and the female elders of Bennettsville, S.C., where Edelman grew up in the
1940s. The most intentionally didactic and chronological of the three
memoirs under discussion here, the book improvises on the traditional
biographical sketch, religious meditation, and social expos, and it also
includes journal excerpts.
Edelman, now president of the Children's Defense Fund, initially gained
recognition in the early 1960s, when she became the first female attorney
admitted to the Mississippi bar; she was only the fourth black lawyer
practicing in the entire state during the Freedom Summer of 1964. Working
for the civil rights movement was risky for everyone involved--including
Robert Moses, who makes a reappearance here--but Edelman's chronicle of
Klan horrors employs a theme-and-variations approach that pays tribute to
the resiliency of the individual, in particular the anonymous African
American women she met in the Delta. Mae Bertha Carter, for example, isn't
generalized into a symbol but "lit" by her own special flame, which Edelman
describes.
Edelman's story reminds us that children usually suffer most in troubled
times: Carter's daughters and sons, living in a house that was shot into on
a regular basis, became so terrified of night snipers that they refused to
sleep anywhere but the floor for many years. But an even more poignant--and
telling--moment in Lanterns occurs when Edelman tries to describe
the piled children's shoes she sees on a later visit to Auschwitz. The
shoes represent an evil largely untouched by the sort of activism that
marked the civil rights movement; Edelman can sustain the description for
only two sentences before cutting to a cheerier scene, in which an angry
white mob of Mississippians is defused by the gospel song "This Little
Light of Mine." Inspiring this episode might be, but it also underscores
both the metaphorical and practical limitations of gospel music--and, by
extension, the limits of Edelman's own memoir. At times it refuses
altogether the blues' darker notes, as Murray would say, leading
paradoxically to an inability to contemplate--much less pity--those caught
most helplessly in history's flames.
Those darker notes resound throughout Toi Derracotte's The Black
Notebooks (Norton, $13). Self-described as a black woman who looks
white, Derracotte offers lyrically charged but anguished meditations on
present-day racism in "progressive" suburbs, the academy, and even artists'
colonies. Her book is composed of journal entries made over the course of
two decades, exploring how cultural racism becomes internalized, poisoning
blacks and whites alike. In her own case, that racism leads to long years
of paralyzing rage as well as profound self-hatred and clinical depression.
A renowned poet and teacher, Derracotte doesn't deny that the civil
rights movement paved the way for certain of her achievements. Nonetheless,
she asks hard questions of writers like Edelman: "Many readers want
literature that concentrates on solutions, on the strength and survival
aspects of being black. The benefit is, of course, to nourish those of us
who are starved for 'positive' images, for images of power. However, might
these 'hopeful' images defend against knowledge of racism's most
devastating, deep-rooted, and intransigent blows, giving false assurance
that the effects of racism are not universally devastating?"
Derracotte's memoir embodies a psychic world doubly pained: Her
appearance allows her entry into a realm where whites not only betray their
own racial hatred but also assume she shares it; at the same time, the
internalization of American racism makes her afraid of, and sometimes
hateful toward, other black people. "I began to be conscious," she writes,
"that my reaction to hearing a comment in a shoe store or seeing a young
black boy on the street was a reaction of fear. My adrenaline would
increase, the fight-or-flight response, as if a part of me wanted to jump
out of my skin."
An anecdote about conducting a teachers' workshop is even more telling
about our culture's instinctive, institutionalized racism, as well as its
uneasiness regarding truths that only "darkness" teaches: "I explained how
I have the children write poems using oxymorons.... Like Sun.
Cold sun. Or--Rainbow. Black Rainbow. One teacher
said, 'That's negative thinking. I don't like negative thinking. I want my
rainbows to be colored good colors. Pretty colors. Not black. I don't like
all this negative thinking.' "
A more hopeful conversation occurs near the end of Derracotte's book.
Swapping snapshots of the grandkids with a white woman, the author and her
acquaintance discover the former has a blond grandson, the latter a dark
one. These grandmoms go on to joke about a New York Times article
that claims 60 percent of Americans would be defined as "black" if old
miscegenation laws were reapplied using today's DNA testing. But the
Times science reporter merely echoes what Derracotte and her
friend--like Holland, like Edelman, like Murray--already know in their
hearts. Mainstream white American culture has been greatly enriched and
defined by the African American, especially by the blues, whose notes
simultaneously celebrate and lament those whom history has pushed into our
country's most shadowy corners.

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