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Direct Contact
Two divergent singer-songwriters connect with incisive, spiritually honest new albums
By Bill Friskics-Warren
SEPTEMBER 13, 1999:
Pondering the fate of the American songwriter, a recent story in the
San Francisco Bay Guardian asked: "How does a traditional art-form
compete in a post-narrative world?" Not very well, judging from the latest
issue of Spin magazine. Of the 90 long-players that the music
monthly's September edition deemed the decade's best, only seven were by
singer-songwriters. The editors of Spin of course were catering to
their Skechers-shod subscribers, but their list of DJs, MCs, and rock bands
was nevertheless revealing. The mad science (turntables, samplers, and
microchips) that those in Spin's canon use to splice together their
stories is far flashier than the muted strumming of most latter-day
troubadours. Indeed, it makes such ardent secret-sharing seem quaint by
comparison.
That said, it would be premature to sound a death-knell for the children
of Bob Dylan and Joni Mitchell. For one thing, Lucinda Williams' writerly
Car Wheels on a Gravel Road has moved a half-million units since its
1998 release. Formally similar records by such minstrels as Iris DeMent and
Ani DiFranco have also sold fairly well. These albums are perhaps
exceptions to postmodernism's cut-and-paste precepts. But their relative
commercial and artistic success suggests that song-based narrative remains
a viable medium for musicians trying to make sense of their lives and the
world around them.
New albums by Sarah Dougher and Julie Miller--incisive, deeply personal
meditations on human frailty and striving--confirm as much. Dougher is a
thirtysomething punk-rocker from the Pacific Northwest who uses story to
probe relationships and the values and institutions that shape them. Miller
is a Texas-bred boomer who lives in Nashville with her husband and
collaborator, Buddy Miller. She employs metaphor and, to a lesser extent,
narrative, to plumb questions of spiritual and existential import.
At the heart of Miller's Broken Things, her second album for the
HighTone label and her sixth overall, is the assumption that people are by
nature incomplete and can't find peace or fulfillment apart from God. "I
need something like a cure for my soul," Miller moans to the barren
blues-rock of "I Need You." Her plea turns to desperation a few lines later
when she adds, "I need something bad and I need it now/I got something
wrong with me/You better fix it 'cause I don't know how." Her husband's
tortured guitar solo on the break--equal parts Hubert Sumlin and Tom
Verlaine--renders this gnawing palpable.
Much of Broken Things finds Miller consumed by this hunger: "Ride
the Wind to Me," "Out in the Rain," "Orphan Train," and the title track all
burn with deep-seated longing. "Out in the rain I keep on walking/Out in
the rain like the brokenhearted do/I could be wrong, but that's where
you'll find me/Out in the rain just looking for you," she cries at one
point.
Miller's anguish is far removed from the generic, often feigned, angst
of most modern-rockers. She has, among other things, brooked bouts of
depression and lived with fibromyalgia, a disabling condition that
continues to afflict her with chronic pain and fatigue. Suffering can cause
people to turn inward and become bitter. But Miller's trials and hard-won
faith have awakened in her an immense capacity for empathy, inducing her to
open her heart to the misery of others.
"I Still Cry" mourns the death, and grieves for the family, of Miller's
close friend and former drummer, Donald Lindley, to whom she dedicates
Broken Things. "Maggie" captures the sorrow and resiliency of a band
member's mother, a woman who was orphaned at age 6 when her parents were
murdered. And the album's luminous title track goes out to the residents of
Omagh, a village in Northern Ireland where a bomb attack killed 29 people
and injured hundreds of others.
The prevalence of ravaged harmonies, minor chords, and aching blues- and
folk-based arrangements on the record reflects the distress Miller feels
for the people she's singing about. In fact, so attuned is Miller to the
suffering in her midst that even nature mirrors its presence. "I know why
the river runs/To a place somewhere far away/And I know why the sky is
cryin'/When there aren't any words to say," she sings, her voice both gauzy
and piercing, on "I Know Why the River Runs." Some have dismissed Miller's
adenoidal vocals as girlish, but the bloodletting intensity with which she
delivers these lines, and most others on Broken Things, is
positively cathartic.
Miller gets help along the way from her husband and coproducer Buddy, as
well as from cronies Steve Earle, Patty Griffin, Victoria Williams, and
Emmylou Harris. But even with this stellar supporting cast, what stands out
on Broken Things is Miller's singular passion. Music Row types from
Lee Ann Womack to duet partners Suzy Bogguss and Garth Brooks have cut
Miller's songs. None of these hitmakers, however, has matched the fire and
insight with which she invests her material.
Sarah Dougher used to front the Lookers, a now-defunct trio from
Portland that put out a fetching, DIY-pop album, In Clover, in 1997.
She currently plays Farfisa and sings in the Crabs and Cadallaca, the
latter a neo-girl group that she started with Sleater-Kinney's Corin Tucker
and former Lookers drummer STS.
Rife with songs about friends with drinking, drug, and codependency
problems, Dougher's solo debut, Day One (K Records), could easily
pass for a loose concept album about addiction and recovery. At a deeper
level, though, the record strikes at the heart of what feeds addiction and
destroys relationships--keeping secrets, and the way that living with them
precludes intimacy.
Witness "Secret Porno Collector," a Carpenters-style ballad in which
stark piano chords echo the isolation of the song's smut-loving
protagonist. "He won't die of heartbreak 'cause his heart will never
break," Dougher muses. "His secret system of pleasure that he worked so
hard to make/Will hold him so tightly that no one can get in/Girlfriend of
the porno junkie now laughs at him." "Drunk #1," a halting drone haunted by
cello and violin, finds Dougher confronting an alcoholic who has burned her
bridges and surrounded herself with enablers. "All your friends, they're
all new, they don't know you/They sympathize and act exactly like you want
them to/You've felt some feelings you have chosen to dilute."
Where Miller's album concerns itself with healing brought about by
divine intervention, Dougher's gospel is more therapeutic in nature; it's
more a matter of "physician heal thyself." This isn't to suggest that
Dougher takes human brokenness lightly. Rather, she seems to be saying that
we need new lenses through which to view ourselves--ones that promote both
dignity and accountability, thereby ensuring, as "40 Hours" puts it, that
everyone has the freedom to "pray however, do whatever, love whoever, hope
whatever" they want.
Dougher may be earnest and idealistic, but she never comes off as sappy
or strident: Her buttery, plainspoken alto--a dreamy cross between that of
riot-grrl God-mom Barbara Manning and The Fifth Dimension's Marilyn
McCoo--is as honest as the committed relationships she treasures. "There
you see a flock of geese, I heard they mate for life," she moons to the
chamber-pop of "Everywhere West." On the jangly folk-rock of "Summer,"
Dougher renders her desire explicit: "I'm not the kind to usually complain,
and in fact I like the rain/But I want a love to last through summer, I
want a real humdinger."
In much the same vein, Dougher's resolute reading of "Take It to the
Limit" transforms the coke-and-groupies-hedonism of the Eagles' original
into an ode to bonds built on mutual respect. The tribute "Bella Abzug"
takes this idea a step further, offering it as the foundation for a better
society. The song takes place the day the feminist pioneer died and finds
Dougher talking with a guy who lectures her about "the true meaning of
modern irony," "changing [corporate America] from the inside," and "100
years of punk rock." By the time he informs her that punk is "all
appropriated and [that] there's nothing new," Dougher, having suffered his
condescending bluster long enough, respectfully submits, "I beg to differ,
and that's Ms. Punk Rock to you."
It's a defining moment. Dougher not only reveals her true colors, she
embodies and integrates the personal and political ideals she espouses
throughout the album. In doing so, she proves, like Ani DiFranco, Barbara
Manning, and Lois Maffeo before her, that a song-based art-form still has
plenty to say in a post-narrative world.

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