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Not-So-Primal Therapy
By Jody Denberg
AUGUST 23, 1999:
Julian Lennon spoke so frankly about his life, music, and
family in a New York City recording studio this past June that the interview bordered
on therapy. Then, two hours into the session, the 36-year-old pioneer of rock's next
generation -- who had been smiling and smoking throughout the conversation -- suddenly
stopped smiling.
After pondering the prospect of ever subjecting himself again to the media scrutiny
that has been part of promoting his first album in seven years -- explaining as if
on a tape loop how at the age of 3 he gave a painting of his schoolmate girlfriend
Lucy to his father John Lennon and inspired the Beatles' "Lucy in the Sky With
Diamonds"; relating for the nth time how Paul McCartney wrote "Hey Jude"
to comfort him after his parents' separation; remembering how he made his recording
debut with a drum bit on his John's Walls And Bridges album; revealing what
he really thinks of his former stepmother Yoko Ono and his half-brother Sean Lennon
-- Julian Lennon threw down the gauntlet:
"Anything you ever wanted to know, ask now, because after this, if you want
to understand who I am, just listen to the work. And if you like the work, you like
it. If you don't, you don't. But no more questions. It's over with."
If the endless questions about Julian Lennon's past and legacy ever do subside,
it would be nice if the focus shifted to his new release. Photograph Smile
is exquisite, replete with subtly inventive string arrangements and romantic lyrics
that often rise above the obvious. With co-producer Bob Rose, the scion of one of
rock & roll's greatest figures has fashioned a unique aural identity on Photograph
Smile, and in concert earlier this month at Manhattan's Irving Plaza, Julian
Lennon proved that his stage presence has evolved as well, moving eons beyond the
floppy microphone-holder who roamed the boards in the mid-Eighties pointing and bouncing
aimlessly.
After his last album, 1991's Help Yourself, Lennon returned home to Europe,
frustrated by the music business and bored with his "numb life in Los Angeles."
He ultimately made his main residence in Italy, where his late stepfather Roberto
Bassanini (to whom Photograph Smile is dedicated) had lived. Julian spent
his time exploring non-musical interests -- cooking, photography, painting, sculpting,
and raising awareness for environmental causes -- and collecting Beatles/John Lennon
memorabilia. He also met his stunning girlfriend named, yes, Lucy ("Well, we've
just come full circle, haven't we?"). Lennon eventually returned to writing
and recording music and bankrolled his own label, Music From Another Room. Now that
he has finalized his financial settlement with the Lennon estate, Julian Lennon also
feels free to get some things off his chest once and for all.
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Austin Chronicle: You've said that you consider Photograph Smile
the first real Julian Lennon album. Doesn't that leave your fans of your earlier
work feeling a bit awkward?
Julian Lennon: Maybe so, to a certain degree. But there were times on some of
the albums that I felt the material was not what I was about. There were several
songs that I felt coaxed into having on the albums. Due to [my] lack of courage and
strength in those days, I was always aware that maybe things weren't quite the way
they should be, but never could speak up against them.
AC: You set the stage for the parade of rock & roll progeny
that followed your first success, from Jakob Dylan to Ziggy Marley.
JL: I certainly was someone to watch in regards to how things worked out.
How I was treated. What not to do. Make sure that you read the contracts. Make sure
you've got a good lawyer. I did jump in the deep end myself, you know. Anything that
went wrong in the past, I have myself to blame on many levels. But without these
experiences, I wouldn't be who I am today and as content and happy as I am today.
AC: Your father, John Lennon, was known for public statements
of peace and love. Your private father-son relationship was troubled. Do you think
John Lennon was a hypocrite?
JL: Well, I do, yeah, absolutely. Absolutely. I mean to a certain degree,
it's almost like barefaced lying. Obviously, a lot of people have so much love for
this man. And it's a very difficult thing to tell them that this man was not who
he said he was, in the sense that [he] was publicly preaching about peace and love,
but couldn't keep that going at home. That he couldn't even take care of his own
family.
What surprises me more is that later on in his life, several
years before his death, it was only then that it started clicking: "Maybe I
should try and make it up to my son who I've not paid attention to for 20 -- almost
20 years." And for me, that's very disturbing. It saddens me. It saddens me
a great deal. But the public doesn't want to hear that. They don't want to hear that
the icon and god of peace and love was actually not ... Didn't believe himself in
what he was saying, to a certain degree.
AC: When you hear a Beatles song or fans come up to you and say
how much they love your father, how do you react?
JL: Well, that's a tough one. It's very difficult, because people are only
looking at him from his musical talent and persona. Whereas, I was the person that
had to deal with the actual real-life person, the real-life John Lennon, who was
not around, who was always away, and who for many years didn't remain in touch with
me and didn't seem to care, didn't look after me. It has been very difficult dealing
with that issue of, "Well, your dad's so great." I try and be as polite
as possible. These days it's a lot easier just to go, "Oh yes, thank you. He
was a great musical talent," rather than clench my fist and sort of say, "Well,
you don't know the half of it."
AC: Recently VH1 aired a segment of Behind the Music devoted
to you. You said Yoko Ono has "raped and pillaged the Lennon family." What
did you mean by that?
JL: Well, there are many things that my mother and I feel have been done
to the Lennon family on Yoko's behalf that were not right. For instance, we're very
close with Dad's half-sisters, who are his family. They are blood, back in England.
Many years ago when Mum and Dad were together, they bought a house for his sister
Julia. The problem was, it was a carefree lifestyle at that stage. So there was no
thought in organizing the paperwork and doing all that kind of stuff. It was a gift
from Dad. This is a house for the family. This is where you can live.
After Dad died, Yoko came over to England and said that the house was still in
Dad's name, whereupon she decided to take the house from Dad's half-sister and sell
the house and basically put them out on the street. And Julia was calling up trying
to make some sense of it all saying, "Why have you done this?" [Yoko] said,
"Well, it's not in your name and the house was worth 30,000 pounds or something
like this when it was first bought. So you can have the money if you want."
And [Julia] said, "It's not about the money, Yoko. John bought this house for
us, to live in, to grow up with our families. This was part of our lives. Saying
you'll give us 30,000 pounds is not going to bring back what that meant to us."
That was just one occasion.
AC: Yoko Ono has merchandised John Lennon's artwork on ties,
cards, mugs and lithographs. His music has been used on TV commercials. Do you object
to all these posthumous uses of your dad's images?
JL: There's a way of doing it where you don't cheapen his effect or his
personality or creativity. It just seems that she's throwing it out there willy-nilly,
so to speak. There's no medium ground here. It's either locked in the basement, which
it's not because it's out there on everything -- "Instant Karma" on an English
commercial for Walker's Potato Chips. There's a way and approach of doing this which
is a lot more classic, a lot more stylish, and a lot more fair to the fans that want
to have sentimental things of his to collect.
AC: Do you think your frank criticism of Yoko Ono has hindered
your ability to have a closer relationship with her son, your half-brother, Sean?
JL: No, I don't think so. It hasn't in the past. Whether it does in the
future ... You know, he will become his own man at some stage. He will be able to
figure his life out for himself and what his relations are with me or any of his
other English Lennon family. You know, he's early 20s. He's got a lot of growing
up to do. I know what the experience was like myself going from 20 to 30 to 35. Thirty-five
was when I felt that I had actually clicked. When I was finally beginning to understand
what life was all about and what it meant and how to become happy and contented and
having some level of peace and balance in life.
On the occasions that we do see each other, whether it's in England, whether it's
in Japan or because he's out on the road from time to time now with his own band,
it's always like long-lost brothers. I have a great amount of love for him. We'll
have lunch and dinner and go out and have some fun and chat about anything and everything.
The one thing we don't chat about probably is home. The estate and his mom and that
kind of stuff. We avoid that like the plague. I think our love is very clear and
very open for one another, aside from all the bull and all the stuff in between,
which I don't think we need to talk about. I mean, one day, but not now.*

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